I wonder as I wander ...

A couple weeks ago, I wrote about seasons, and how my life seems to dance through time intertwined with them.  I'm not sure if they effect changes in me, or if it is just because we are Authored by the same Creator.  The transition times as we move from one season to another are times are intense restlessness for me as some have noticed in my writings.  I struggle for focus, for purpose, for short-term goals.  History tells me that the times I feel like I must throw in the towel, so to speak, are the moments just before increased revelation or vision.  I am a seeker, an idealistic philosopher, and a nurturer.  And man, am I restless!!! 

SPRING:  a time of growth, upheaval, passion, zest, plowing, energy, dreams, planting

SUMMER:  a time of testing, endurance, faith, struggle, fire, evaluation

AUTUMN:  changes, enjoying fruitfulness, reaping, unmasking,  up-rooting, preparation, vision, true colors

WINTER: "death"- figurative, i.e deep struggle leading to resolution,  surrender,  rest, glimpses of new visions, thus anticipation!